Grigorio Rasputin? It is said that my father used this as a term of endearment?
Why in God's name, or anyone's name for this matter would anyone use this as a term of endearment to children? did he identify with him, did he admire him to a certain level??
It's fucking with my mind, with my thoughts. I mean I know my dad is a very highly intelligent person and very intellectual, literate and bright man, among other issues far beyondmy understanding...so why would he use this? They say the brightest are the most disturbed, ok i say that.
But, none the less, when you are so bright, you tend to analyze deeper, see things more detailed than others would and the reality of it or the distortion of it in your mind fucks with you on a whole other level not familiar to the common folk.
I got to get my head around it, i really do.
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