I dont know how i feel right now?
I'm really scared.
I don't know what's going on with my mom's health.
I feel in my heart she is slipping.
God. I hope not !
I don't think I can deal with this. I cant do this.
What is it I am supposed to do?
She is my life ... she is me.
3 comments:
T. All you can do is to try to be there when she needs you, and show her how much she really's meant and still means to you...I trust you'll know how to deal with it whenever what has to happen finally happens, you're THAT type of person...the brightest and strongest when it's needed...for the rest...
And yeah, she IS you, as much as YOU ARE her...she'll BE forever through you...as much as you want her to BE within you...for the rest of time...jeeezzz...life sucks...but we have to keep on living, right?...and you're so good at it! Do it for her!
I'm really sorry to hear this Tat...but all I can say is for you to try and be as strong as you can be. I know this is easier said than done but it is something you must do. Another thing as the previous comment says...try and be there for her as much as you can. If she is going to slip away then make it as comforting as possible for her. Show her your appreciation and what she's worth to you. Unfortunately, as I've been told by my grandmother (religiously speaking), our parents, our children, family memebers, and friends are just a loan from God. Remember that!!!
It sucks big time but there's nothing we can really do about it. Just remember you're not alone. We all have to go through this someday. Just try to be positive and strong. Do it for her =)
Anonymous,
you know me too well
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And i am definitely going to be there for her and treasure every moment I have with her. It is not an easy thing to do. To be so strong around her when all you want to do is break. I seem very strong in certain situations what if in this one I come to realize I'm not. I keep thinking of how the fuck i'm going to deal with this situation when it does happen...and i get nervous as shit...i dont know. Right now my nerves can not deal with this...nor can my head rationalize it.
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